...things seem to click a little better than most days, like:
getting outta bed in the morning feels less odious & pointless than usual
i feel adequately motivated to do some time on my exercise bike
my usually nasty haemorrhoids take the day off [especially important for the preceding point, heehee]
my eyes are less blurry than sadly became my new normal several years ago
my tummy pain seems absent today
i just feel faintly sad, but not my usual morbid depression
the reflected sight of my face & throat brings only wistfulness & "oh what might have been, if only the FFS had worked", rather than my usual revulsion & misery
